Days have passed, life has carried on, yet in my quiet moments the pain is still present. When will I wake and not wonder, “What next?” When will I have a genuine smile? My daily tears have surpassed, but in my quiet moments they return. My sad eyes are tired…tired of worrying and wondering if this will turn serious. The lingering questions have haunted me, but I have to stay strong. Focused thoughts on being healthy physically, mentally and spiritually are keeping me whole. I desire to give life again…until then, I’m still waiting.
“Let all that I am wait quietly before God, for my hope is in him.” -Psalms 62:5